today i went to a cool hardcore punk show!!!! there were 6 bands playing, and i saw them all! my body hurts :p i think crowds can look kinda silly two stepping but otherwise good vibes and i had a good night $3 for water at the bar omg ridiculous there were lots of cute transgirls at the gig, a lot of whom i recognized!! its a small world when you're queer. it can feel kinda weird sometimes but i think it's comforting more than anything. i kind of anticipate running into someone anytime i go out. I was at a rave the other night. the crowd was similarly queer. i didnt talk to many new people either night but i strengthened my bonds with those i love and that makes me happy. i hit my bong when i got home. it's 5:30 am rn in toronto. i wanna hit it again but i thinik i should sleep soon. i havent taken my meds yet and i think thats an important thing to do but. they always make my tummy upset and it can cause headaches and swallowing the massive pills is stressful but i intend to do it .... i just cant sleep until i do im waiting for this girl with a laura palmer poster on her wall to text me back. i asked her if she wanted to smoke weed. i dont know her name. oh what a life to smoke weed with transgender-laura-palmer :3 i saw the cherry blossoms in high park with my gf stef and her friend earlier this week, and it was a lot of walking. i didnt realize how out of shape my body was until i had to walk up and down the hills of high park. anyway the blossoms were gorgeous ok ty for reading goodbye