08 march 2019
I'm writing again today. It's been some time, hasn't it? But that's okay.
Therapy went alright yesterday, but it was frustrating. I've had a frustrating week: there was a 2-hour seminar for work that was a waste of time, I couldn't get through to my tutee about her paper, and even therapy wasn't as good as it could've been? We talked about -- what did we talk about? I feel like anxiety-ridden forgetting of words or concepts is happening more, or maybe I'm noticing it more, praying-mantis-egg-case style. Anyway, we talked about how I can be very critical of others and that leads me to being critical of myself, or I'm also critical of myself, overly so. But it felt like we were talking around each other. I think I need a new therapist.
Today, I balanced my ledger and didn't really talk to R. She was at work until she got home for 15 minutes and then went to gymnastics with her mom, which they love, and I sat at home and putzed around on Reddit, mostly. I need to get off of that site. Mastodon too, probably. Is tilde.town a good one? There's another, you know, tildes.net, that's okay.
I just read some feels on here, and I'm reminded how wonderful tilde.town is. It's a nice little space. I think I want to make friends here.