return TTBP



03 june 2019

CW: feces, mental health -

I feel like I did nothing today except for watch TV, clean up dog shit, waste time online, and talk to internet strangers whose intentions I'm not sure about. The above list is out of order.

I woke up to the smell of dog shit in the house. Our foster, Odin, had liquid poop all in his crate and some of it had leaked out. I had to clean that all up and I ended up not going to work to stay home with him. Good news is, he seems to be feeling much better now and hopefully won't do it again before we can take him to the vet.

I wasted a lot of time online. I found out about #audiomo, which is where people record audio every day for the month of June and post it online, and I thought about doing that but didn't. I goofed around on the internet in the usual places -- reddit, mastodon, etc. Yeah, I porn'd. Uff.

Someone messaged me after I followed them saying they weren't sure why I followed them and then after I looked into why by looking on their timeline, I saw that they might not be the best person. I didn't tell them so or unfollow them though. Makes me feel like I'm a chickenshit.

I also in between everything watched 2 episodes (might go for more) of Green Wing, a strange show about a hospital. I'm not sure if I like it but it's something to pass the time.

I want to be creative but I don't have anything I feel like I can create right now. Maybe I should've gone for a bike ride or gone out or something.

Uff, I say.

I should do dishes. I'm not sure I will.