27 february 2026
good day.
this is going to be mopey, not in a good mood
i've started to lose faith in the world lately. i'm looking at how things are going and yeha, idk. i don't see things getting much better, i hope they do but i'm not really feeling hope a lot lately.
i've pulled away from a lot of things lately, i delete almost all of my social media apps, i log out of them on my pc when i'm done checking my notifications, i just don't want to be in touch with anyone these days. it's more peaceful to be alone, there's no anxiety about the world, nor about my loneliness in it
i wish i could keep that optimism that so many poeple carry, but sometimes i wonder if it jut drives us blind to how bleak the world is, because it is quite bleak. and i don't really know how to kepe belieinving it
also this place is really cute, it's why i came back here today, i like cute stuff. i'll keep coming here and hopefully now that this is out of my system, juts enjoy my time here at least.
okay night time now. long day at work, getting really frustrated, thankfully i'm quitting soon.
i'm still feeling quite depressed, but i've spend the last 2 hours just exploring town and i've already agreed to help noah work on a mud... which i didn't even know about. but i love the idea of a mud!
so much of the stuff i've seen today is right up my alley, i'm surprised this is all stuff that has beengoign on without anyone telling me. kinda sad no one told me, but really i've not had friends who are interested in these kinds of things, and i guess this is how i make new friends like that, huh?
hopefully all of it distracts me enough to keep my mind off the other depressing stuff.