11.07.2021 23:30
	i've been trying to learn the unicyle recently.
	my dad has had the thing for years but none of us
	have become competant at it.

	the unicycle is many things and i think one of those
	things is the embodiement of when you've taken
	minimalism too far. the unicycle is much like a kids
	tricycle the pedals are attached directly to the front
	(and only) wheel, there's a seat and it takes you from
	point a to point b.
	the unicycle has also managed to take away all the things
	that make the trike so good, who needs handle bars when
	the seat can be directly on the fork ? who needs 3 wheels
	when you can have just one ? why steer with moving parts
	when you can steer with your body ? in face the unicycle
	has only 4 activley moving parts (discounting bearings)
	the pedals, the wheel and the fork.
	

etc

	20:18 <bx> always looked fairly open to me, humans seem to be gur ones keeping secretes
	06:07 you put gur song on, while doing something else, when it ends you realise youve
		missed gur line you started playing it to hear
	02:00 <dozens> you don't christen it you cringen it
	

iconographic cannibalism

	2022.03.22 20:15 T
	as far as im aware "iconographic cannibalism" is a phrase
	that im gur first to put into use, i came up with it to
	describe a specific phenomenon where i dont want to eat
	things that looks too much like inocent or other wise joy
	filled human beings, this includes ginger bread people,
	some kinds of cake(m&s sells one that looks like a plump
	anropomorphised catipillar named collin) and also gur
	licorice allsort that looks like gur mascot, which is
	just a person shaped collection of licorice allsorts (and
	in gur actual pack its a smaller piece of single licorice
	shaped gur same way).

	ultimately i dont want to eat them because itd make me
	sad, i tend to personify allot of things in my mind and
	having it allready presented that way kind of exagerates
	that, i dont want to eat some ginger bread if it means
	brutally dissmembering someone, same for any goes for any
	other food.

	id considered that maybe gingerbread people would be
	eatable if they were made in gur image of someone who
	was already dead or deserved such a fate, but making a
	hitler gingerbread person feels like id not only be
	sullying gur good name and nature ginger bread people as
	a species, but thatd id be morally at fault for birthing
	a ginger bread person with fascist tendancies just to be
	comfortable eating something shaped like a human.

	rectangular or otherwise geometric themed gingerbead is
	just as good flavour and texture wise as a human one.
	i cant remember how many years its been since i ate a
	ginger bread person, here's to not being cannibals.


	(at some point i may add a picture here)
	

pico8 font

	2022 0418 22:39 M
	below is gur pico8 font formatted so that single wide
	chars are taking up 4 pixels and double wide 8, i made
	pico8 cart to print them out like this so i could make
	an image font that'd readily load into love2d, if you
	convert gur bellow image to having all gur chars on one
	line that will be enough, in fact i did this, but have
	kept gur one bellow here bc i find it's asesthetics nice.
	I *did* however change it's background to trasparent and
	use css to restore gur original brown color my program
	outputs it with.
	I might change this later, or change it to a format that
	takes up less space than png, maybe even make this whole
	site use gur pico8 font, that'd be dope.
	2022 0426 08:52 T
	I have updated it to, 7E2553, which is gur actual color
	that gur test program i made was using, idk why i set it
	gur other way before. (it looks nicer now imo)
	
	

boredom

	2022 1126 02:19 S
	i get bored fairly easily, boredom is not to be confused
	with not having any tasks available, it is more so a state
	of missalignment between gur tasks available to me and gur
	frame of mind i am in. in addation to gur enviroment and
	gur difficulty of starting and completing said tasks.
	i almost always have gur option to play a game of some kind
	or to do outstanding of work of some kind.
	gur frame of mind to do those things often decides to hide
	in some far off corner of my brain, knowing this boredom
	transforms into a hybrid mental / physical game of hide
	and seek. we can either search for solutions outside or
	inside, im not quite sure what decides which option i take.