life has been really hard lately, and on one difficult night, i decided to just write things out, and cry, to externalize what i'm going through.

doing that seems to help me experience and process my emotions,

so here's a link to my poetry, since it's the only thing i'm in the mood to put on my page for now.

i don't know how to write poetry, but it feels good to externalize what i'm going through right now, so i hope it isn't too terrible to read.