(set to SYFM by SVDDEN DEATH)

i cease to exist
in a world that i live in

my promise,
to not cease myself

has been my own detriment

it is what drives me insane

i have release all i had felt guilty about
and have been honest with other human beings

but let me tell you
following the path of a saint

does not keep you sane
it's the protection of your mind

that does

after you prioritize that

then you will have room

to be honest
not just with others

but also with yourself

that you
are being you
openly

and that you must put
a part of yourself
back into the universe
to keep it going

our energy
and everything we think
or do

is siphoned
back into our environment

so the next adjacent matter
can interact

so we can continue
to slip on
thin ice
just so we can
land
in one of the
sharp, broken
shards

just
to he
taken advantage of
again

fuck you

you inhumane piece of shit

i hope the negative energy
that you placed onto me

is returned to you

somehow

keep fueling the neuron,
until the earth freezes over again

sincerely

jesse