my arms, torn
they grow back stronger every time though,
so don't worry.

my thoughts deplete my mind,
till there is nothing,
till there is nothing is felt.

my body is debilitated by my own brain

the harder i try,
the harder it gets.

there doesn't seem to be an end.

my head is bashed against the wall by life,
over and over again.

im trying really hard to breathe,
but life never just seems to be satisfied?

i've rubbed my eyelids till they burned,
until i have none,
until my very will to close my eyes is taken away from me

take away my fingers too,
i do not need to work.

i don't need my legs either,
because i can't walk

let me go