now, i bathe in comfort -- a homeostasis that is achievable for me. something that works for me, something i got to decide on, something that i can depend on. i can lie down, and float on this cloud, as i feel the warmth, swirling and dancing, around, above, and below my body, like wisps of tacky, whirling, cgi effects. my feet are no longer on the ground, and my arms are no longer heavy, so i can fly now.