im ready to hang my coat up, to take the time i need to fold my sweater, before i sit down, to stay a while. i might even open the windows a bit, to feel the cold breeze on my skin, that i once couldn't handle, that once brought me into hibernation. the pebbles i once slipped on, when going down that steep hill, i can now gracefully descend. my legs, once weak on ice, now stand firmly, without separation. and the rope i couldn't hold on to, that use to burn my palms, does not slide away from my grip. my callouses, now present a rougher handshake, to those i don't need. and my finger tips, burnt and numbed, so i can hold on to the hot steel, if i ever need to again.