i no longer want to live a reactive life.
i want to live a responsive one.

i no longer want believe that i can prepare for what i dont know.

i want to
let myself be myself,
and find other people that
let myself be myself

i want to enable self in others,
and that there is no right or wrong way to live life

i dont want to operate under the perception of others, but under myself

i want to enjoy the time it takes to learn what you need in life,
and not be destroyed by my own impatience

i no longer want to worry about something
with impossible expectations

i am here to live,
not here to react,
and i will not be limited to two possible options

i know what i want, motherfucker,
it's just that sometimes i don't know how to say it,

i have trouble talking,
and that's fuckin me

i will thrive,
in whatever environment mother nature throws at me