im almost back to me
im actually more me
than i was before i lost myself

i am more me
than me can handle
and that is good
because i'll get handle of myself soon

i am happy with who i've become
a creature of nuance
and a mouthful of listening

i'm fuckin weird as fuck
but that's what makes me me
i'll lose everyone who makes me feel bad about that
but i'll never lose myself again

that's sure as fucking hell

i got out
of a life of complete acting
and complicity

where my only thoughts and decisions were driven by "what if"s
i'll no longer be a slave to myself
i'll no longer dismiss what i feel

because i'm almost me again
and its fuckin great
i'll get there
i'm so close

i just gotta stop letting fear take me over