lost in a forest of uncertainty buried in weeds of invasive memories gaslit by my own hope unsure about the seeds i plant for the future because they are buried by snow they will florish in the spring or will be lost forever to the stomach of mother nature a glimmer of hope shining through melting ice on a leaf soon only to be frozen solid by the harsh winter's night stuck in it's own captivity until a new sun of the morning it waits months unable to track time knowing that eventually time will pass and that there will be a warmer, brighter, future when the cold is gone and when the footsteps melt away