my toes are cold now
so i need to head back
im sorry to leave you like this
but i could only stay out here for so long

my fingers could only freeze for so long
before they fall off
and i've already lost enough of myself

and even then,
going back doesn't make sense
i've lost not only myself
but everyone around me

life starts over now for me
because there is only so much i can do for myself
with nothing

i need something,
instead of just the snow on my toque
because

when it gets warmer
if it does
it will all melt

i need to warm my feet now
so i guess i'll see you around

i hope you understand

because i need to leave now
i didn't want to
but i learned

that i need to