2026-03-02 12:42am (set to "put your records on" by corinne baeley rae) that 11 years was for learning it wasn't a waste it was a path i took to finally know who i am and who i can be i thought i never knew what real love felt like but it was because i forgot what real love felt like i learned that when i thought i was chasing love that i was actually running away from it that it was always in my life i just didn't have the eyes to see it the longer i live the more reason i have to love myself as i would my best friends i think i'm one of my best friends now and even in the midst of this darkness that i live in i can find moments to be happy about myself i've gotta keep myself going and if not for myself most days at least it's for them always