im softened like microwaved pizza now im the leftovers that make it work when you're too tired i've been squeezed dry but somehow im still going somehow i still have room to love somehow im still here im not gonna lie it's been fucking hard really fucking hard i do it for them because i know they need me i gotta be there for them i swear im learning to do it for myself too im learning to love myself and who i am and who i want to be and who i can become ill get to the start soon