im under this big rock right now,
and every day it feels really heavy

i think im lifting it higher every day,
but i can't really tell,
because im under the rock,
maybe someone else can see my progress

every day i can smell the grass, the soil, and the warm summer breeze, more and
more

i think this is progress. i hope it is.

i think i know where the rock needs to be moved, it'll just take time, and a lot
of willpower and strength

i need to remind myself that i don't need to feel horrible about myself for not
being able to move the rock right now, and that i need that mental strength as
well.

i gotta stay calm. i can move it. itll just take time.

some day ill be able to see the flattened soil where the rock once was, and
where i moved it,

but for now, i need to hang in there and keep trying,

because,

right now, the one thing i do know for sure, is that i don't want to be under
this rock,

and that is enough to keep me going