04 november 2021
i have a separate blog now: https://sammy.is-a.dev/blog/ it has more comprehensive thoughts and writing
im just living right now
i have a separate blog now: https://sammy.is-a.dev/blog/ it has more comprehensive thoughts and writing
im just living right now
% 30/6/21 5:20pm
well i have not been in town in a while thanks finals thats finally done and i am pretty sure i did pretty badly
besides that, is 2 school organized bus trips. the first was tuesday and that was an agricultural trip thing the next one is on friday, which is not a boring agricultural trip but i dont know what itll entail
as for my projects, hilbish is basically dead currently not that i wont maintain anymore, just that there isnt much to do with it currently. i gotta finish the line editor so that i can ditch readline. which has some problems, being its a cgo binding, building on windows is iffy and it also segfaults when started while the terminal is resized (??)
ive started on a new project, called econode (https://github.com/TorchedSammy/Econode) see that link for info about it (and star pls) i have a view of how i want it to turn out, and also making it a server-based multiplayer kinda game made it so people can make different clients and frontends for the econode server. which i think is pretty nifty.
% 13/6/21 5:07pm i have the desire to feel important to a group of people or community thats all
% 11/6/21 3:10pm
did finals yesterday. french and information technology IT was pretty easy since thats my thing of course, im sure everyone in town would get high IT grades
but oh god the french was the only thing on my mind before we started it. IT was the 1st test, then it was 1h15m break. so i basically had 1h to cram some french. in the end, it didnt really help. but the french exam wasnt as hard as i thought it would be, if i actually studied i'd probably get almost everything correct. i'm sure i got most but yknow
i have stopped on the hilbish refactor. why? dont feel like it anymore 0.5 release is getting close soon, i just have to close issues/fix quirks
% 2/6/21 6:55 pm man end of term exams are close by (10th), im kinda stressed since today is a holiday i got a day off to relax but i still have an assignment for art class that i really dont want to do
i have decided to work on a hilbish refactor. this hopefully makes it some easier to browse through code and add stuff (and just being, better code)
watched some tiktok. yes, seriously. the for you page was a cringefest but i actually followed some decent people and just looked at their stuff specifically instead. also a slight osu! addict
recently talked to a friend i havent really seen in person (we go to different high schools :( ), and it was a pretty long but great convo with some good laughs wish i wouldve gone with them, my current school life is slightly event- full but also just empty of void and without joy
might just stay with tilde.town feels but i also want to style it out a lot. though again, pretty sure i can still do that here of course
idk man, having blog on own domain is nicer
i was going to work on petals (hilbish plugin manager) but i am insanely lazy and dont really want to but i also do want to ill just play osu i guess :\
actually, instead i am planning on making a prompt theme for hilbish. pure inspried, need a name though
i am going to start tagging entries with time since the town is in a different timezone
% 3:40 pm the prompt is named delta since that's the prompt icon :}
actually had fun at the end of school today, which is, unusual its a good type of unusual though of course
i might setup a separate blog site. i currently write thoughts across a personal journal, ppl.moe and here
i wanted to rename my github org to something more cutie but im bad at thinking of shit so i have no idea of a name until i think of the org name im not starting on the new project which i had in mind
besides that, i also had an idea of a very tiny profile/bio place, which could be either a simple ass bio like discord.bio, or a full personal landing site it could also probably work as a miniblog
i have lots of project ideas but not naming ideas, still need one for the github org
have not been in town for a while not like im never here anyway, which i should work on
i hate doing like 3 tests in a row and end of term exam for almost every subject is gonna be painful
:|
-- might start seven deadly sins the anime cuz my friends have been talking about it i dont really watch that type of shounen but dont mind it, could be better than what i currently am watching what am i even watching? i switched between 5 different anime, havent finished any and dont want to continue despair
stopped being lazy and finished off my new awesomewm rice all i had to do was change the colors itself for the bar
hey, i started a new anime too and my grades are up good
stopped talking to someone in my class doesnt seem like they want to bother hanging out or chatting with me, so why should i have to them?
my life has been pretty boring recently
i decided to do a huge refactor of my awesomewm config, so it's both structured better and has a nicer code style this also means i made a new rice !!! it's not done yet though
i also gave one of my projects to a friend since they wanted to maintain it tho im also making a go implementation of it since its a chat server itll be in extra free time, theyre still maintaining the spec and whatever
havent been in town recently, i just read feels and water my plant thank you ~diff for always visiting and watering my plant
the weekend, yay finally this week was pretty eh but atleast i can relax and work on hilbish
i released 0.4 of it today and also found my github repo for hilbish is still mirrored to the gitea here, interestingly
listened to itzy's new album today and im addicted to sorry not sorry its actually so good i recommend u go listen to it
school its already been 2 or 3 weeks since school started up
tomorrow is vaccine day (not covid vaccine) so im kinda scared i have slightly burnt out on programming for my personal projects, i wanna contribute to some things. cant find anything easy for me to contribute to though
im doing good in general and actually starting to get back into things i love (retro gaming, anime/manga) and its been pretty great.
havent been active here (or enough) and i really should be idk, im just bad with people if its over irc.
school man i dont like school cuz i prefer being at home of course
i have done nothing new i am boring im ok i want to get back into anime but cant twist.moe is garbage and animepahe is also garbage please help
normal school starts from monday.. fml man i dont want to go back yet, i want to stay cooped up at my house.
i recently started working on a linux init because hilbish is pretty stable now. its still pre 1.0, but is very usable daily. actually, im working on a custom line editor so there's no dependency requirement for readline. this also means line editor is pure go, no cgo, faster compile, tailed to my (hilbish) needs.
back to the init. its pretty interesting searching about unix stuff, since i never knew what the init actually did its called RosetteRC and is probably gonna be very slightly like openrc. the uniqueness is service files are probably gonna be lua and rosetterc is written in go.
-- im so glad i have someone contributing to hilbish now. its my biggest personal project, and a few people actually know about it ^-^
the init is a 100% free time thing, as i doubt itll be of practical use but its fun so doesnt matter
-- i really want to start talking on here again...
hilbish is now getting 1st party plugin support so im basically making a plugin manager for it itll be inspired by zplug and the vim package managers i use (vim-plug and packer.nvim)
twist.moe still says that episode of chobits i want to watch is unavailable for some reason :/ i really want to finish it
idk what career path i should take anymore im not confident in programming as a job where other people have (high) expectations of me, im pretty garbage.
i already have the expectations of good grades and i failed that this term
day's same and boring, rotting in my house and working on hilbish. idk if im able to talk to the townies on irc.
random thought but i now want to make a text editor
gotta love the dumb and edgy people that like doing and saying weird shit. really need to find a discord server with a mostly positive environment
slightly bored of working on hilbish now. it's in a very usable state, so i dont have to do much anymore. i have a text file of new ideas but i dont know if i'm capable of doing some of them and i also still dont want to do the others.
maybe if i knew that someone actually cared to use what i make then that might motivate me a bit more to start on one of those ideas.
or to just collab with someone on a project.
i'll probably start working on that lua fetch later, which is basically just another linux fetch but configured and written in lua.
man, i havent been here in a couple days huh
i reinstalled fedora about a week ago because why not. i wasnt feeling like my best self recently which is also part of the reason why i took a break off. if youre wondering, im okay now.
day's still normal and boring: chat in unixporn discord, work on my hilbish shell. except yesterday i started the anime golden town. it's pretty good to day the least. ive been trying to get myself back into anime since it's one of the types of media i like. hilbish has been taking up more of my time though.
it's also easter break! yay, i dont have to bother getting up at 5am for 2 weeks. i can fix my sleep schedule, and also actually get some good sleep.
its also good to know that there's some people reading what i write. thanks for reading :>
i feel like i write too much, but idk, i want to write this much. having an online journal type thing to write is pretty good.
also to clarify my last feels entry, cross platform libraries in golang. i gave up on the music player, it was too much effort for my small brain. of course, hilbish's still going good. im going good. im good :D
edit: just found out my plant died ;-; this will be my motivation to atleast log in everyday to tilde
if ur reading please say hi via mail kthx
decided to start working on a music player but found out how much of a pain that would be. there's not much good libaries for playing sound in a cross platform way.
had school today but we didnt do anything since its easter break so going was pointless. i kinda had to though because of my mom.
didnt do anything extra today that i dont everyday: watch xqc, listen to kpop i did do some open source stuff with my shell, which is just merging 2 pull requests.
speaking of my shell, thats probably one of my only projects i will actually use daily and also enjoy working on. a lot of the time i just abandon something and while this sounds bad, its better for me to just ditch something i wont enjoy making or dont use.
im kinda tired of coding entirely for myself and by myself, i want people in a discord server to talk about what we'll do on whatever project and code together, though it seems as though i wont have that soon (or ever) the closest thing is open source contributions.
first day in the town! this place is really cool and i hope i can continue enjoying it all its honestly a really new environment for me so i hope also to alleviate some of my social anxiety. and yes, i have that online.
feeling normal currently, did some work and more googling for my shell. if youre interested, you can ask about it. though i have no idea where or how ill reply.
things i do in the day:
yesterday i posted about my shell in a discord server i was in and this one guy just shit all over me, since "its not a real shell" due to the fact there's no sh stuff yet. this person always talks shit about what i do, and i just left at that point since its so annoying. really reduced my motivation. but no worries, i got back up after 2 hours and the shell's still going good.
so im doing well generally, if youre wondering.