10 august 2024
12:33, uni__ im falling asleep at the libraryyyy like in front of everyone but i dont even care im so eepy.
i stayed awake all night studying algos for binary search trees. i was at a friend's house too and everyone was sleeping EXCEPT ME STUDYING IN A V DARK ROOM ON MY LAPTOP WITH MAX BRIGHTNESS WHAT A VIBE. i feel stupid because a lot of people treat the stuff im studying like it's baby stuff and does not require any brain power to them at all but to me it is so hard.
or well, i might thing i understand the concepts and feel confident enough that i can write my own programs in pseudocodes but then when i check the solution for that certain exercise i will be majorly (is this a word) wrong :((
i am OFFICIALLY out of friends for the next 2 weeks because everyone is on vacation somewhere. it's gonna be v rough but i will try to survive somehow. like i've always been good at being alone i dont see why i should fail now.
anyways uhh thanks brutalismus 3000 for keeping me awake https://soundcloud.com/thebrvtalistxx/premiere-brutalismus-3000-satan-was-a-baby-boomer-durch