I still feel.

that's the name of a song by half•alive (yt). it's tangential at best, but I like it.

When I'm furthest from myself
Feeling closer to the stars
I've been invaded by the dark
Trying to recognize myself when I feel I've been replaced

in a way, that's what this is here for. A log of how I was then and how I am now, so I can bring myself back to earth.



18 march 2025

today is weird, but I guess not more weird than the last few

right now it's spring break and I decided to stay on campus, because I'm scared of flying. it's weird, because almost everyone (especially people who should know better) are gone, and campus feels so empty and strange.

I've had a lot of time on my hands, and it's mainly gone into schoolwork (ugh) and workwork (also ugh). now I'm on here, because why not? might as well explore some and do something for myself