I still feel.

that's the name of a song by half•alive (yt). it's tangential at best, but I like it.

When I'm furthest from myself
Feeling closer to the stars
I've been invaded by the dark
Trying to recognize myself when I feel I've been replaced

in a way, that's what this is here for. A log of how I was then and how I am now, so I can bring myself back to earth.



22 march 2025

proud of the random walkers on my page!

i got my js working and there's all these random walkers just goin around! they seem so friendly and alive. i love them

i do still need to get to the actual page content, but i feel like that's doable and that's different from how i felt before.

these last few days of break are crazy, the urge to get something done for myself before i'm thrown back into classes