I still feel.

that's the name of a song by half•alive (yt). it's tangential at best, but I like it.

When I'm furthest from myself
Feeling closer to the stars
I've been invaded by the dark
Trying to recognize myself when I feel I've been replaced

in a way, that's what this is here for. A log of how I was then and how I am now, so I can bring myself back to earth.



23 march 2025

people are starting to get back from being all different places on break, and the way that it feels on campus is shifting.

today a friend of mine got back. it was good to see her, and i felt like i was able to help her by being around at a park and just being together away from campus for a little while.