25 march 2025
overwhelming frustration
today was fucking ROUGH
it was the first day back from academic break, and the first day back in software development class. a class that has turned out increasingly to be hell.
i literally had class 10-12, and then i went back to my dorm and was sad about the class from 12 onwards.
i can't let this shitty class ruin my life, but i also need to find ways to effectively communicate with my team that i'm overwhelmed and need help.
it doesn't help that today was a really messy sensory day too. just. shit.
one nice thing
i did a depression haircut because my hair's getting long enough to really bother me again. just the sides and back, i'm not trusting myself with the top and front right now.
and it came out better than the last time i did this! maybe i'm actually learning. hopefully this will help stave off the discomfort until the end of the semester.