I still feel.

that's the name of a song by half•alive (yt). it's tangential at best, but I like it.

When I'm furthest from myself
Feeling closer to the stars
I've been invaded by the dark
Trying to recognize myself when I feel I've been replaced

in a way, that's what this is here for. A log of how I was then and how I am now, so I can bring myself back to earth.



28 march 2025

sometimes i hear people say that billionaires who want to inhabit mars should focus on saving earth instead

there's an assumption there -- that they want to help everybody. if that's true, then saving earth is way easier than terraforming a new planet.

but that doesn't hold, does it? it's probably easier for you and your rich friends to fuck off to mars than to do anything to help earth.

it is not going to be okay.

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