02 april 2025
it will be okay sometime(s)
today i logged back onto the town after a little while, and i realized that i had mail from a few people who were concerned because i was writing miserable shit on here.
guilty as charged lol
something that has made me think about is actually two things. and when i was writing this i realized it has a sort of fun little wordplay to it.
it will be okay sometime: emotions change a lot, very quickly for me sometimes when i'm under pressure like this. i need to survive until sometime, and i can do that. it's not impossible.
it will be okay sometimes: the okay feeling times also end, this version of the phrase is more to make me remember that there are highs and lows and whatever.
none of this is new ideas, but sometimes the only way you're gonna learn something is if it bites you in the ass a few times first
stay safe out there, townies <3 shoe
just realized i missed trans day of visibility oops
^ fake trans (just kidding, but also not just kidding, impostor syndrome goes hard and it takes lots of effort to say no to it, but by writing this long-ass paranthetical i am doing so in a way. gotta try)