I still feel.

that's the name of a song by half•alive (yt). it's tangential at best, but I like it.

When I'm furthest from myself
Feeling closer to the stars
I've been invaded by the dark
Trying to recognize myself when I feel I've been replaced

in a way, that's what this is here for. A log of how I was then and how I am now, so I can bring myself back to earth.



20 june 2025

my sister WONT LET ME do computer science on her mac because shes worried im gonna break it

which is fair

because i have done that

I JUST WANT HER TO HAVE IMAGEMAGICK

cest la vie