29 december 2025
It's 6:04 pm on December 28, 2025.
There's a version of "Train/Spaceship" from Einstein on the Beach, the specific "excerpt" Glass would play touring with his ensemble, but the recording I found on Spotify was TRANSPOSED DOWN A MINOR THIRD (I think) and HOLY SHIT it sounds HEAVENLY... I listened to it for the first time and I legit could not stop imagining the theater direction in my head, except they all had hoodies on and they were on a wooden platform on a cloudy beachside in total darkness lit only by strings of yellow lights like you'd find in a millenial restaurant. I'm intentionally NOT listening to it not because I don't want to, but because I don't want my brain to get used to it, I want it to sound magical every time.
What is even the normal EotB not enough for me anymore?? God what happened?
Have I ever talked about how much I need a change of environment? I need a change of environment. I experienced firsthand 2020-2021 how an environment can affect your productivity and motivation drastically, especially over long periods. I think my environment is starting to rot again. I need something now otherwise everything will feel boring. I don't know if that's the only solution, to replace my environment wholesale, but it seems the most straightforward especially with college coming around. Although I wish it would come sooner.
Considering making a zine. Don't know what I'd make it about though.
That's all. I dunno.