26 september 2018
Today just feels really crappy.
We're hiring someone with 20 years experience and who will make double the amount of a "regular hire" - he's going to report to me and learn how to do my job in order to "be my backup."
I'm feeling a bit sick about this. I've been working my ass off at work lately and I'm not sure that I'm getting treated fairly anymore. Or was ever treated fairly in the first place. The tech world pisses me off most days.
Personally, I also feel like shit. My neck hurts, I'm still feeling stuck where I'm at and not able to figure out how to move forward and grow. I'm also 41 now, thanks, birthday.
I want to end on a high note here but it's rough.