12 january 2020
Yesterday and today have been strange.
Yesterday, I had two passes of really cool stuff on Twitter. First, a bunch of trans folks followed me (and I followed them) and second, I posted about folks that I follow in Women's Soccer, and that got reposted by the LA NWSL account.
Today, we all sat around the house and watched a bunch of TV and didn't do much of anything. I know that we need days like that some days, but somehow I now feel... a bit worse. I didn't get anything done, and there is still stuff on my list that "needs doing", and that pressure is growing... and...
and I know that the sort of performance culture that makes me feel like shit when I don't get things done is a load of crap. But it still eats at me. And I still feel crappy about it, and I do know that there's no real reason that I should.