28 october 2022
Been feeling very impostory at work today. Talked it through with a friend that's been visiting, and recognizing that some of it is about knowledge gaps where I need to figure out what I need to know and how I get there. Food for thought.
Working on not being self-deprecating at work, not getting in the way of my own success, not treating myself as lesser. It's hard work, exacerbated by holding a marginalized identity (which is something I don't allow myself to think about often).
It's rainy here in the PNW, and I'm loving it. Got today off and looking forward to a lovely weekend, and then maybe coming back to work with a bit more energy.