30 september 2025
So much sun today. Tomorrow is the first day of RAWR, and I'm really excited. Me and P talked about some planning stuff for our Vampires in the 90's AU last night, and I'm really looking forward to seeing where it takes me.
I had a good conversation with Dan the other day, that helped clarify some things and set my head back on straight- as so often is the case in talking to him. It always helps, even if only to lend a sense of peace of mind.
I've been getting into the habit of carrying around my RAWR journal everywhere with me now, even to bed.
Smeared on a bunch of the lychee perfume, and painted on some lip tint- even if it's just to an online appointment. I mostly wear it because it makes me feel more confident, or because I like the smell of it, after all. The brisk walks to the bus station that's a bit further out, but saves me a much more dimly lit and kind of dangerous trek in the winter have finally gotten easier to handle, though my knee's pulled out of joint, so that does make things a bit difficult. It clicks/collapses inwards if I take too large of a step, and buckles if I rest too much weight on it, so that's not fun. I'll adjust, at least until it stabilizes itself back out again. Joints are still as creaky as ever. The nice thing about it being an online appointment is that because of that, I feel no qualms whatsoever about drinking a coffee before hand- even if I've begun to notice just how diabolical coffee breath really is, having drunk mostly tea for this last while. So sleepy. The sun's warm, and strong- and bright out. A bunch of other writers are also writing something cozier and softer this RAWR season, and I'm excited. I'm going to try to hold myself to actually publishing a chapter slice in the New Year... I already know I have the graphic design skills, so, it's not an issue of that being the problem.