13 december 2025
Incredibly difficult day. Struggled to not just lay in bed and sob.
Wound up salvaging it partially with painkillers, black coffee, and leaning into things I know I enjoy, even when things are rough. Played a bit of Stardew Valley while listening to CallMeKevin (never fails to make me laugh, even when I was in the worst year of my life) and a bit of ambiguousamphibian. Project Zomboid is a game near and dear to my heart. Did a bit of embroidery- didn't finish, but did it until it felt tedious: a little The Front Bottoms tag.
Sifted through some of my personal items. Found my antique silver ring. And some nail polishes. I need to clean and polish my nails again, they've been in a sorry state for days, now. Found some inks, my 3DS: and games for it, none of which I particularly want to play, but at least I found the charger. A bit of washi tape I forgot about. Might make some use of it soon.
Cut apart an ugly, too small, polyester sweatshirt I was given to use for embroidery material. Worked great. Arm hurts like the devil. Will have to baby the wrist.