14 april 2026
genuinely rocking the triple self hatred complex (in a disabled way, a trans way, and an eating disorder way) is diabolical work on my part
i've relapsed harder into my eating disorder than i ever have in my life before and while like, statistically speaking, it makes sense (grad school worsening your mental health babyyyyyyy) it also is such a humiliation ritual
i remain being the greatest threat to myself, who would have thought. from brain bleeds to restriction </3