12 november 2019
No New Job. 😑
But I think I'm okay? Like, I've been steeling myself against this moment long enough that I'm mostly okay. The sheer relief of having an answer seems to be almost more than the disappointment of not getting the job. I really liked that company and I was really hoping to work for them, but for now I think I'm okay.
We'll see how I feel when it's night and I'm alone. But for now, I think I'm okay.