01 july 2023
gratitude
A year ago my skin was an eczematic prison of pain and insomnia. The invisible ants never let up. The itch was so deep I couldn't think. I was unemployable and therefore worthless.
Today I can turn my head to both sides without pain. I can sleep a little. I can forget for a while. So if I can get enough income soon to maintain my supply of food and medication maybe I'll make it.
Maybe? I will make it. I WILL MAKE IT. Let the record show I was very positive today so according to the just world dogma that rules the world I'm bound to turn this around.
When I finally make it I will be able to enjoy it deeply thanks to what I have endured.