29 november 2016
today is pretty bad feels. i'm letting things get to me, and angry that they're getting to me, and frustrated that i have to work this hard to keep things from getting to me, and sad that i do not think there is a forseeable change.
i'm crawling up the front end of a cold and feeling tired and unproductive.
i'm scared and confused.
i'm reminding myself of how to keep calm and level.