10 july 2019
oops there's a big feels bug, i will fix it soon, hopefully this week!
hi feels i'm coming back down a little from a complicated and euphoric handful of weeks/months and some things are scary and make me nervous but also i'm just sort of bouncing my fingers up and down waiting for some limbo periods to be over.
i feel good, though. i feel like i'm slowly clawing my way back into myself. i feel more myself than i dared to be.