10 may 2020
My motivation levels have been steadily sinking, and it's hard to say if it's because of carpel tunnel or the lockdown, since they happened around the same time. I feel like I'm latently stressed a lot because I feel so much frustration at everything going on right now. I am worried that there's too much coverage of the anti-lockdown protestors, I am disturbed by the discrepancy in news treatment of COVID in the US vs. the way China's struggle was sensationalized and dehumanized, and just... all of the greed, and selfishness, and entitlement on display.