25 march 2023
It's been a long time since I posted here. Things are different. I am trying to ensure I stay sane. I went from being a depressive to being an anxious person. I am nervous a lot of the time over pretty useless things.
I was in love with someone for a long time. I still love him as a friend. He was probably the greatest love I'll ever know. I had to let him go because he wanted something else, something other than a love relationship.
I'm working for Airbnb these days. I like my job, but it is the hardest job I have ever had. It is an easy job though! It just usually involves a lot of planning and hyper-communicating, which is something I'm not used to doing. I've worked in tech almost seven years now, and it is honestly surprising how many people don't care about you despite saying they do... I don't like to be lied to so much in this job. Part of it also involves not really caring so much about the job to begin with.
I am glad to say I am getting back into writing again. I wrote a book in 2021 and published it in 2022. I am working on just one more short story. I will continue to write for as long as I need to. It is the one thing keeping me sane these days.