10 december 2018
Today has been meh. I've been a bit lazy on updating this (Over a month, eek) but school has really limited the amount of time I have sitting around to write this kind of stuff. Hopefully christmas break gives me a bit of a respite and I can get back to daily updates. Or a couple days a week at least. Almost done first semester of college, two tests and a final lab and I'm done. Stressing a bit about the lab but the tests shouldn't be bad. Recently found ミラクルミュージカル (Miracle Musical) and I've been playing their album on repeat for the last day or two. Also been listening to Alt-J a lot more recently, I just love their music so much. Bought a ring for my girlfriend that was supposed to be a surprise christmas present, and her mother told her what it was and apparently she doesn't like it. We had a talk about it, and I was trying not to make a big deal of it, but it really hurt my feelings. Still processing it, but when she told me I felt like someone was squeezing my stomach into a ball. We'll see how I feel about it in a few days, maybe I'll end up trying to talk to her about it again. Should try and get a couple hours of sleep, so that's all I'll say tonight.