21 october 2025
So apparently people actually read my ramblings here. That's surprising, but I'm glad people care about what I have to say. A shame that I can hardly think of what to say most of the time, but oh well.
As an update on my last post: things aren't too stressful now, a lot of it was either me being overwhelmed in the moment or forgetting just how much time I have to work on things. A month feels short, but it's surprisingly long when I'm doing work for every day of it. The personal projects I add on top of it don't make it any easier, but I can't handle sitting idle, and it's honestly easier to learn to enjoy the stress than to learn to handle sitting still and not doing anything. Is that the healthiest option? Probably not, but it's worked so far.
I've also been learning Toki Pona during all of this. I've been trying to learn it for months, but I got the official book ('pu') yesterday, and it helps a lot. Maybe I'll start writing parts of these posts in Toki Pona now, we'll see. Can't think of anything else to say, we'll see what I think of later. There's going to be an event at school tomorrow, maybe I'll write about that.
mi tawa.
- jan lokalamutealew (I think that's how you transliterate 'localarmsdealer' anyways, if it changes tomorrow, you'll know why)