~mox@TTBP



21 december 2018

i went ahead and purged my feels account...

idk i think i was anticipating my feels account going differently than how it ended up. but i'm back now.

i was up late hating things last night. my brother, sister, mom and i were sort of having an argument about current events stuff and my mom loves to hate on how things are going but refuses to accept that drastic direct action has to take place to change anything. always saying something like its not the answer or whatever. i just wish i knew what to do cause then i could at least point myself in a direction and if i fail i fail, but at least it would be better than being completely directionless.

i'm disassociative again. i have been all this week. i want to explain further but i don't have the energy right now. maybe later.