06 february 2023
I might be a coward, in refence to the last blog post. On friday I went out with some friends, among them there was the girl that I like, I thought it was a good idea to invite her. We first had an aperitivo and then for dinner she met up with us at the restaurant. After dinner went to a bar, there was a waitress that a friend of mine likes. We were all like "tell her you find her cute or something", but I guess he was too shy to do that. To try and get him to say something to her I call him a coward 'cause he didn't have the balls to say anything to her. Now the girl that I like jumped in saying that she understands how he feels, you never know how she might react, asked if I would have the courage do something like that. Of course I said yes I would be, and to prove it to her I said to her that she was really cute and all (can't quite remember the exact thing I said) but she reacted saying "ah yes, sure" as if I didn't mean it. To be fair I was quite tipsy, so that could have made her think that I didn't really mean it, but today I realized, I'm a fucking coward. I'm able to tell her outright only when there's an excuse to shield my ass from repercussions...