02 november 2023
recently, i've been feeling very low. especially for a few weeks now, my energy levels have been such that it's hard to motivate myself.
luckily i was able to get myself to focus today at work. now i'm here at 1am logged in to a funny shared computer, sharing my feelings. i feel mischevous, but i don't know where to direct it. i feel like as soon as i put effort into something, my will to do it vanishes.