21 april 2026
man, i'm so bad at keeping any sort of diary or blog. i either get too busy to maintain it or i forget about it (the second option is the more common one) anyway, some things changed during those ~2 years. i actually live with my best friend now! i also switched to a different major after studying english for two semesters. it wasn't really my choice, and it made me even more depressed. right now i study something i picked myself this time, and i really like it here. i'm still looking for a job, though. so many resumes sent and handed out in person and yet, i can count every time i've been invited for an interview with my hands. it's really pissing me off now but it's not like i can do anything else than sending out more resumes. at this point it's just straight up humiliating though.