29 january 2025
Oops, forgot to write stuff in here for a while lmao
After almost drinking myself to death last week I got quite sick and spent a few days doing basically nothing but watching youtube...
I kinda thought I was better but i'm not really sure at this point, I still feel like a burden to the people around me and I'm honestly not sure how I'm supposed to go back to just hanging out with them after a month of nothing... I know it's shitty for me to be a bit annoyed about this but idk.. Things are slowly falling apart and I can see it happen but I can't really do anything to stop it, i miss my friends...
But yeah, this month sucks and I wish it was over tbh, I wish uni was back already so I didn't have to worry about all of this stuff..
I don't think anybody would miss me if i was gone..