10 june 2025
Fuck it's been a while hasn't it lmao, completely forgot about this place.
Things had been going alright for a while, a few minor breakdowns but things seemed to be going okay.... until monday...
On monday I learnt that one of my really good friends who I've had a huge crush on for ages (and been meaning to ask out for ages cuz we both like each other) got asked out on the weekend and now they're dating that person....
I genuinelly don't know what im supposed to do.. that friendship meant so much to me and its like over now... fuck i hate my life..
I really do wish him the best tho because he's so amazing and he deserves to finally have a great relationship but it just sucks and I've spent the last 2 days crying because i just can't..
Fuck things just always get worse dont they...