31 may 2021
Doing okay today- high anxiety but we're still getting one or two things done, so I'd say we're doing alright. Mostly finished Lotus's page on our website (not the tilde site) and did something else with the computer that we forgot. Been a bad memory day- bad day for being present in general, really. Way more spacing out than usual, same goes for forgetting what just happened. It's like there's a bigger gap between short-term and long-term memories right now, probably because we're alone for the day and there's no one around to kick our brain into "pay attention to everything" mode instead of "let's not exist today" mode. Brain's too hazy to get things to type beyond right now. It's like thinking through a cloud where we forget anything before the last sentence or so.