07 september 2021
Broke 20 WPM in Colemak yesterday- I'm pretty confident we can make 30 by the time class starts up again, which is the goal so typing isn't frustratingly slow. I'm happy there's progress.
Bit miffed today because of Discord server moderation duties. We admin the server, so we're kind of stuck in that role, but god some of us hate moderation with a passion. It's so frustrating because no one is ever happy with anyone else and there's no way to please everyone. It bothers us. We're people pleasers on a pretty deep level and it's frustrating to be unable to please everyone, and everyone is always asking for things we can't give them. Not to mention running relay in conflicts and acting as middlemen, which sucks on so many levels that it's not even funny. We do that enough with our parents already tbh :') Really tired of being the "everything guy."
Well. On a happier note, we should be getting a referral for a psych eval today for a formal autism diagnosis. We have an informal one from our last psych, but we need a formal one for supports and we do need supports to get by in a workplace (not to mention the eventual day that our parents aren't around- I dread that day because we really aren't able to take good care of ourselves on our own at the moment). So it's a step in a needed direction.
Our cats are adorable right now. Curled up sleeping on the couch. They're absolutel babies and I love them.