16 march 2022
it's almost 3 AM. Going to work in 4 hours. Have slept nothing. It's one of those nights. Partner was out with friends, got home around 1, and I got no sleep before that -- I usually don't when she's out. Just can't relax. But when she got home, I still couldn't relax. She fell asleep and I lay awake, tense for some reason. Like there's this pressure in my head that won't let go. I'm not even bothered by thoughts or anything -- just sleeplessness. Will try to go back now, not expose myself to more digital light. But I feel like I won't get any sleep this night.